That stings.

I had an interesting conversation last night. Without going into major details I feel like I need to get my feelings out. Pretty certain that all of my blog "readers" will know who this is about.

Apparently I am a bad mom who can't handle my child. And my husband is the one who has to do everything because I just can't handle it. Therefore, I shouldn't be allowed to babysit, ever.
This little ditty here wasn't even meant for me to have heard, but It slipped out in coversation that someone said this about me.

Most things I can just let roll in one ear and out the other. This one cuts a little deep. I went to sleep thinking about it and woke up thinking about it. I am certain there is no truth to this. Seriously, who says something like this? Hurt people, that's who. My dear sister always says that hurt people, hurt people. So much truth to this.  This is reason #1 why I have set boundaries with this person - because this person constantly puts me in a state of anxiety and hurt feelings. I have made a conscience effort to be nice and put things in the past but it seems as though i'm still being bashed behind my back when I have done nothing wrong. I am certain I have done nothing to deserve this trash talk.

"Oh Father give me strength to forgive them, because I feel like the one losing!" - Best song in the world.

SWW

Today I'm saying SO WHAT!

So what if I want to throw my can of green beans at the TV when I hear Jillian say "We're not straining our neck, the neck is not invited to this party this is all abs!!!!"

So what if I use a can of green beans as my weights for the 30DS. I'm halfway through, only 15 more days!

So what if I think my child is funnier than most adults I know. She had me laughing so hard the other night I almost wet myself. I realize how silly that sounds, but she seems to have the same sense of humor as her mother :) we both think our jokes are funnier than they really are.....

So what if I think it's annoying to listen about fantasy baseball, football, basketball, bad mintton ect. teams at work all day long? Just kidding, it's only fantasy baseball these days. Still annoying.

So what if I actually like doing laundry? I think it helps that our washer and dryer is in our closet in our bedroom. Still, kind of weird that I enjoy that chore.

Go time!!!!!!!!!

Hi there blog lovies! (all 12 of you :))

I'm starting Jillian Michaels 30 day shred. Tomorrow morning. I figure why not start on a random Wednesday morning? 4:15 is going to come waaaaaaay too early. BUT I know myself and I absolutely will not do it at night. After Halle goes to bed I usually catch up on my shows that are on the DVR from the night before.
Also, at 4:15 no one is awake to watch me make a fool of myself :)

I'm not brave enough to take a bare-it-all picture and post on here, but I will share my measurements.
*note, these may need updated as it did it as close as I could WITH my clothes still on so I'm going to do it again later in my skevvies*

-Right Thigh (also known as my roast beefs) : 23 1/2"
-Right Arm (that jiggles more than a bowl of jello) : 12 1/4"
-Waist @ my belly button (and no more sucking it in!) : 36"
-Hips around the largest part of my butt (baby got back, anyone?) : 41 1/4"

Weight, eh not real sure. I don't own a scale. I may go to the gym here at work sometime this week and steal a step on their super fancy scale.  What I DO know is that when I had my health assesment done at work on February 4th I weighed 157. I'm guessing that's still about the same.

Someone else here at work said that they would do the shred along with me. The punishment to help keep accountability is to change your Facebook profile picture to your "before" picture in your shorts and bra. It only has to be your profile picture for one hour on the day that you don't work out.

There we have it. I'll revisit this again in 30 days obviously. Now, tomorrow when I can't even get out of my chair at work, bear with me while I complain through my So what! Wednesday :)

Now excuse me while I go hide in embarassment because i've exposed myself all over this blog :)

SSMT Verse 5!

Week 5 already! Wow!!! I have SO enjoyed this!

"So then do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself.

Today  has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34 NLT